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Tuesday, March 14, 2006
Thursday, January 26, 2006
Life has taken an entirely new turn over the past month or so. A week before Christmas my mother moved out of my house, and I haven't had any contact with her until today. Christmas was good, quiet and depressing but we all made it through. Things got to be very dark and abyssmal around the house and I fell into a state of depression over all that is going on. For the past week I didn't eat anything because my body was rejecting food due to the stress and I was really sick because of it. But today was a huge change in my life and everything for me is going exceptionally better. I got into an argument with my sister over all that is going on today and it all came to this huge head. I got before God after reading a book by Lisa Bevere, and He revealed to me how this is affecting not only me but my relationships with the people around me. God showed to me that I need to apologize to those I have been negatively affecting due to my anger and hurt and unforgiveness I've been holding on to. Then He told me I need to forgive my mother, that no matter how badly she hurt me I needed to move on, she's my mother and living with unforgiveness will only hurt me in the end. So that's that. We have forgiven eachother, and we're meeting for lunch on Tuesday. I feel so much better, it's indescribable. Christopher and I are good. He was feeling the brunt of my emotions, and he was the recipient of many of my apologies. He's been so good throughout all of this. I love him so much. We're actually getting a bird, a blue and gold macaw. It is hatching this week and we will get to see it in about four weeks for the first time. It's crazy. It's like waiting for a baby all this time. I'm so very excited. Pictures will be up and on the internet regularly, I promise that!! School is well, school. And work is of course just work. Schedule is pretty good though, I'm happy with it. Taking 15 credits and planning on taking 9 credits online over the summer. I'm excited to dive head first into this program. Well, I have Sign Language class now, so I'm off. I'll be updating somewhat regularly now. :-)
Thursday, June 16, 2005
8:55PM
So, I live! My computer had to have surgery done, with me as the surgeon and the most amazing human being named Sam from Dell on the other end of the telephone walking me through the procedure. New hardrive and memory and I am all up and running. Been very busy lately what with church and working a million hours a week. But it's been good. Been spending a lot of time with Christopher, who I must say makes me incredibly happy. ::sigh:: Big time planning for our National Youth Camp for this summer: anyone interested let me know and I'll get you all the information, it's gonna rock! 3.62 for the Spring 2005 semester.......rock. Alright, not much else exciting in my world. Brittany's party next Saturday, Christopher and I go to pick up Nikki from the Airport next Wednesday night, for the graduation and the party. So excited. New phone, I got the i860, with a new plan so I have a new number and a new two way. Ask and you shall receive the new number. OH YEAH! I got another tattoo. It's a turquoise cross with a ribbon across it which reads:Galatians 2:20, it's on my hip. It rocks! Gonna run. God Bless, Chauntel Liann
"For I have been crucified with Christ, and it is no longer I who lives but Christ lives within me. And this life which I now lead in the flesh I live in faith in the Son of God, who loved me and gave Himself up for me." Galtians 2:20
Current mood:  accomplished
Monday, May 9, 2005
I'm not going to waste everyone's time going into great detail concerning what I've been doing with my life the past couple of weeks. Here's my life in a nutshell: *School *Work at CVS *Church There is not left for me beyond that. Of course I spend as much time as possible with Christopher and my few good friends that are left, and they are just becoming better and better friends. ATF last weekend was amazing. Bridged some friendships where the bridges had collapsed, and it is still hard for me to believe but I can see that I've got great friendships developing here. It really made me realize something: I have one friend left from four years of highschool who is actually still willing to be there for me. (you know who you are hun) Can I complain about that one bit? NEVER. It has made me realize that no matter how many times people say they will always be there no matter what, it is 99% of the time never true. People who say that generally don't have their priorities right in their life but say it out of superficial means, and that's alright. One day things will straighten out but until then I am done stressing and worrying about that. I don't need hoards of friends, just the few good ones who I can trust, and who I know will be there if I was to ever need them. Two class days left here at school, and one day with two finals next Tuesday, then I am done. I move out of here on Thursday the nineteenth. I am ecstatic to be finished with my first year of school. Next year I move into a suite in Deyo Hall with Danielle and her roomate Amy and my soon to be roomate Elissa. I've been so stressed out lately though, trying to fit in work and school and church that I've been running myself down. Fortunately it's almost over and I can go onto my summer, which I have a bunch of stuff planned for, knowing that I fought my way through this semester and did well. So that's it for me. I am happy, slightly stressed, but happy. Hope all is well out there and good luck to those who are finishing up your semesters, and congratulations to those who are done. God Bless, Chauntel
Current mood:  stressed
12:10PM
The Keys to Your Heart
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You are attracted to those who are unbridled, untrammeled, and free. |
In love, you feel the most alive when things are straight-forward, and you're told that you're loved. |
You'd like to your lover to think you are optimistic and happy. |
You would be forced to break up with someone who was ruthless, cold-blooded, and sarcastic. |
Your ideal relationship is open. Both of you can talk about everything... no secrets. |
Your risk of cheating is zero. You care about society and morality. You would never break a commitment. |
You think of marriage as something precious. You'll treasure marriage and treat it as sacred. |
In this moment, you think of love as something you thirst for. You'll do anything for love, but you won't fall for it easily. |
 You are an Enchantress, somewhat an enigma, you would love to change the world. You hold strong views and, would love nothing more, to use your magic to change the world around you. When in conversation, you listen, take on their comments, and fantasise how you could improve things. Quite the idealist, you think you have all the answers, whether for right or wrong. You hold your intellect high, and believe you can change the world! In a relationship, you need a partner of high intellect! The world and you, often seems at odds, with you frequently seeing things from a different point of view. You have a connection with nature, often stating , that things will take their natural course. Nevertheless, secretly, you would like to use nature to your own ends. Your good points are that you are intelligent, instigative and thoughtful. Your bad points are, you can be single-minded, misled and remorseless. You feel that your superior knowledge should astound everyone around you; and you wish for respect from your peers.
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Monday, April 25, 2005
Thursday, April 21, 2005
Well everyone, I just made my schedule for next semester and it sucks, but oh well, gotta deal with what I am given right? So, here it is:
Monday: NOTHING Tuesday: 8:30-9:45 Language Development in Children 10:00-11:15 Great Books of the Western World 12:30-1:45 Elementary American Sign Language 1 5:00-6:15 Pulic Speaking Wednesday: 12:30-1:45 Introduction to Communication Disorders Thursday: 8:30-9:45 Language Development in Children 10:00-11:15 Great Books of the Western World 12:30-1:45 Elementary American Sign Language 1 5:00-6:15 Pulic Speaking Friday: 12:30-1:45 Introduction to Communication Disorders
Definitely didn't knock out as many General Education classes as I would have liked, but oh well, I'm starting big time classes for my major which is good. The following semester is when I can start finishing up my General Education classes. Yay for my schedule being finished. Off to do some MAJOR homework.
Current mood:  accomplished
Thursday, April 14, 2005
Alright, an update for those of you with any desire to know what is going on in my life, and for that matter what has been going on for a while seeing as I am rarely updating this thing with any substance whatsoever! So here goes, from April 5th to the present day of April 14th. Things have been wonderful, but of course I have had my fair share of down time thrown in there, nothing to be too concerned about though. Classes of course are a bore, not doing much of anything as of recently, but now the work is flying at me and piling up here on my To Do list. It's alright, keeps me from being bored. But who in their right mind actually wants to sit inside on a beautiful day like it has been and do homework?? Hense why none of it is actually done. :-) It's alright, that's what today is for my friends. Staring out the window and knocking out this list of things to do one by one. I can't complain, I'm glad I'm in school actually, very glad. Church and Youth Group and the Youth Band are doing well. Preparing for the upcoming Youth Camp, which is going to be the National COC Youth Conference *YAY*, and there is so much going into it. It is going to be simply amazing. Over 100 kids from different churches throughout the country, it's going to be some production, that's for sure. I've started to song lead the main worship team for church on Sunday nights which is crazy. Kind of scary, I get so nervous being up there. :-\ But it went well this past Sunday and it can only get better from here. The Youth Band is going to start playing every other Sunday night for church services which is exciting, and we've been able to get one entire night for just us to practice. We really need to start pounding out some songs for Youth Camp. But all is really well with that, really well. Family life is going well as well. Big change from what it used to be that's for sure. Everyone is getting along and I've noticed that my mother has changed like so drastically I can't believe it. The subject of church was brought up the other day, which is sometimes a sore subject at home seeing as my family is Catholic and I left the Catholic Church over a year ago to join COC, but the way she talked about my church was amazing! Only the best of things to say, and what blew me away most of all is how she talked about the Youth and all of the work that the church does for the Youth. Her exact words were: "And they're teaching the kids about Jesus." Now this was astonishing to me!! I mean, wow, I don't talk much about what is preached at Youth and church services, but she knew that the focus was Jesus. I also noticed that she has been drinking less. Money has been tight, and I have noticed that my father has been so stressed out about the situation. But God answered my prayers and He made it possible for Brittany to be awarded a HUGE scholarship to Duke, taking off a large chunk of tuition that I know my parents wouldn't be able to afford. He is so wonderful, and He always answers when it is so needed. So excited for Brittany, but of course sad that she will be leaving. :-( But it's what she wants, what is best for her, and she deserves it. I love you girl! You rock! My computer crashed drastically this weekend. Spent hours on the phone with Dell and finally took it home to Daddy who spent hours and hours working on it, eventually just reinstalling Windows XP, and then I stayed up for hours updating drivers and the like. I really think there is something going around the network here at school because this is happening to a lot of people here. I heard from three other people who went through the same thing in the past couple of months, so I know it's got to be less then coincidental. Oh boy, gotta love not very secured networks. Oh well, have to get my dad to help me do more work on it this weekend, hopefully we don't destroy anything. :-\ Spent a lot of time outside this past weekend, all of Saturday basically on the back of Chris' motorcycle, which I in fact LOVE riding. I hate those racing bikes, but I love riding with Chris. We have a lot of fun. Something new and different for me. :-) I of course come off the back in so much pain but it's worth it. Him and I have a great time together, I'm really enjoying this. We have a wedding to go to on Saturday, that shall be interesting, I know no one there but him. lol. Oh well, good chance to meet his friends right? He's great in all honesty, and I'm happy which is great. Happiness in all areas of my life is something that I have never attained until now, and it's the most fulfilling feeling in the world. I start working on Sunday finally, which is of course GREAT. I should have been working for like three weeks, but nooooooooooo stupid CVS problems, already arising! But it's alright I shall start Sunday making a beautiful 8.50 an hour and enjoying the wonders of working whatever hours I want. It's a beautiful thing really, having reign in your place of business, even before you start working there. :-) Dawn is so excited I am coming back which makes me happy, because I'm looking foward to working for her again. It's going to be good, and finally I can start pulling myself off of the credit card when I need things like gas, and I can actually pay it off and stop stressing about it! Saw a lot of my Margaret recently which has been wonderful! Oh how I missed her. We need to hang out lots and lots more because life is just not the same without you!!! "Seven days of wooing!" ;-) Don't worry, you'll love it lol. CURSE THOSE METS! Well, that's all for now, nothing more exciting then that. BORING! Now I am off to fill out some application thingy for Dean's List thingy thing, and then dive head first into plenty of work that will keep me busy for hours. God Bless! *Chauntel*Liann* "But now, O Lord, You are our Father, we are the clay and You our potter; and all of us are the work of Your hand." Isaiah 64:8
Friday, April 8, 2005
Your Seduction Style: The Coquette |

You are a pro at playing the age old game of hard to get. Your flirting style runs hot and cold, giving just enough to keep them chasing you. Independent and self-sufficient, you don't need any one person to make you compelte. And that independence is exactly what makes people pursue you. |
Thursday, April 7, 2005
1: Grab the book nearest to you, turn to page 18, find line 4. Write down what it says: "I was tired of acting free when I was not, tired of acting strong when I was in fact weak."- Lisa Bevere- Out of Control and Loving It! 3: What is the last thing you watched on TV? Last night I watched a little bit of Law and Order 4: WITHOUT LOOKING, guess what time it is: 11:33 5: Now look at the clock, what is the actual time? 11:31 6: With the exception of the computer, what can you hear? The wind coming through the window 7: When were you last outside? What were you doing? Five minutes ago, walking back from Hasbrouk 8: Before you came to this website, what did you look at? My Research Proposal for Freshman Comp. 2 9: what are you wearing? Jeans, my Streetlight Manifesto t-shirt and black flip flops 10: Did you dream last night? What about? Yes....it was a disturbing dream about some of my family members....did not like it whatsoever 11: When did you last laugh? I "chuckled" a little with Danielle at breakfast...but the last time I really laughed was with Christopher 12: What is on the walls of the room you are in? A pirate flag, some posters, pictures, biblical scriptures and stars 13: Seen anything weird lately? There's always something weird to see at New Paltz 14: What do you think of this quiz? Better then doing nothing, that's for sure 15: What is the last film you saw? In theatres? Well the last movie I watched was House on Haunted Hill, and in theaters the last movie I saw was The Ring 2 16: If you became a multi-millionaire overnight, what would you buy first? A Harley for my father 17: Tell me something about you that I don't know: I get terribly anxious and nervous when meeting new people, I'm always at a loss for words when it comes to those situations 18: If you could change one thing about the world, regardless of guilt or politics, what would you do? There would be no murder or abortion, everyone would actually see it for what it really is 19: Do you like to dance? I do, but unfortunately I am terrible at it 20: George Bush: the leader of our nation and a respectable, intelligent man 21: Imagine your first child is a girl, what do you call her? Angelina 21: Imagine your first child is a boy, what do you call him? Aiden 22: Would you ever consider living abroad? Probably 23. congratulations for reading 22 boring thoughts on my life...
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x. What is your secret guaranteed weeping movie? The Passion of The Christ x. If you could have plastic surgery, what would you have done? Nothing x. Do you have a completely irrational fear? Spiders and heights x. What is the little physical habit that gives away your insecure moment? The inability to look someone in the eyes, and playing with my hands x. Are you a pyromaniac? Nope x. Do you have too many love interests? Just one <3 x. Do you know anyone famous? Personally? Nah.....but I have indeed met a few x. Describe your bed. Here at school it's two pillows with black pillow cases, black sheets, black and white reversable comforter, red fleece blanket and an awesome navy blue and grey fleece blanket that Nikki made for me x. Spontaneous or plan? Plan x. Do you know how to play poker? Somewhat x. What do you carry with you at all times? Cell phone and my wallet x. What do you miss most about being little? Friends were always there when I was little, and I was never afraid to be backstabbed or left alone by those I considered my best friends. AND there was no real drama to deal with x. Are you happy with your given name? I love it x. How much money would it take to get you to give up the Internet for one year? A good amount x. Do you like yourself and believe in yourself? Most of the time I like myself, and I always believe in myself through God x. Do transient, homeless, or starving people bother you? Mp x. Do you consider yourself to be a nice person? Of course nice........brutally honest, but nice x. Do you spend more time with your lover or your friends? I spend a lot of time with both, and I enjoy spending time with all of them together x. What's one thing you wish you could do but can't? Stop worrying and put all of my trust in God x. What is your ideal marriage location? Outside where it's beautiful and green, but ideally, anywhere that I can marry the person I am meant to be with x. Which musical instrument do you wish you could play? I wish I could play the guitar better, and I really wish I could play the violin x. Favorite fabric? Have to go with satin or silk x. Something you love and hate? I love God, and I hate liars x. What kind of bedding do you use? Cotton everything x. Do you tell your friends about your sex life? Don't have one, so there's nothing to tell :-) x. What's the one language you want to learn? Sign Language x. What do you order at a bar? Water with lemon, or a coke x. Have you ever pierced your body parts? Ears and belly button x. Do you have tattoos? Two x. Would you ever admit to having done plastic surgery any kind if confronted? If I had it done, yes....but I don't see myself ever getting it done so I doubt I will ever have to deal with that kind of confrontation x. Do you drive stick? Nope, but I would like to learn x. What's one trait you hate in a person? Lying x. What kind of watch(es) do you wear? None.....:-( I have no money to buy one x. Most frivolous purchase? Clothes x. Do you consider yourself materialistic? Not really X. What do you cook the best? Pancakes and eggs x. Favorite writing instrument? Black Bic Soft Feel pen x. Do you prefer to stand out or blend in? Depends on where I am and in what sense x. What kind of books do you like to read? Lisa Bevere, and the Bible x. If you won the lottery, what would you do? Buy my father a Harley, pay for school for me and my sisters, pay all of my father's bills and whatever was left over I'd buy myself a house and/or put the rest in savings and charities x. What's one thing you're a sore loser at? Arguments x. If you don't like a person, how do you show it? I don't really show it, I generally treat them as I'd treat anyone else, or if it's really bad I ignore them x. Do you cry in front of friends? Yes, but it's been a long time since I have x. What kind of first impression do you think you give to people? Well I think I send across that I am a pretty social, mature and strong person x. What's one thing you like to do alone? Pray x. Are you a giver or a taker? Moreso a giver then a taker, but definitely a little of both x. When's the last time you cried? Watching the Passion of The Christ for two minutes the other day x. Favorite communication method? The best is in person, but I'm better at writing then anything x. How many drinks before you're tipsy? It's been so long that I couldn't tell you, but from the last time it was a LOT x. Favorite kind of porn? Don't watch porn x. Do you ever have to beg? Don't like to x. Have you ever done any illegal drugs? Unfortunately x. Do you think you're cute? Sometimes, and my confidence is being boosted by my boyfriend x. Do you have problems changing clothes in front of friends? Nah x. What's the most painful experience you've ever had? It's hard to say, a lot of my past life was painful. But I guess as of right now off the top of my head, I would say that the most painful experience I ever had was shutting the door to past friendships and walking away because they were just bringing me down. ~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~ So yeah, that was fun as usual. Had music practice last night, and I am leading the full Worship Team on Sunday night. I am a bit nervous, and prayers are of course always welcome and appreciated. :-) But life is good. Wasn't going to go home for the weekend but I think I have since changed my mind seeing as it's my mom's birthday today (HAPPY BIRTHDAY MOMMY hehe) and I don't have my white button down shirt for Sunday. duh...I brought all of them to school with me and forgot that one. Silly me. Well I am off to get ready for class at 12:30, then it's back here to do laundry, do a little running on the treadmill downstairs, shower and relax until class at 6:20. I am very excited for the weekend. :-D Love and Blessings, *Chauntel*Liann*
"For I am convinced that neither death, nor life, nor angels, nor principalities, nor things present, nor things to come, nor powers, nor height, nor depth, nor any other created thing, will be able to separate us from the love of God, which is in Christ Jesus our Lord." Romans 8:38-39
Current mood:  chipper
Tuesday, April 5, 2005
8:44PM - Answer to boredom provided by bangbang_beauty
A - Age you got your first kiss: 14 B - Band listening to right now: None, but last I was listening to Hillsong United C - Crush: His name is Christopher.... :-D D - Dad's name: John E - Easiest person to talk to: Brittany F - Favorite band/artist at the moment: Underoath G - Gummy worms: oh yeah H - Hometown: Pawling, NY I - Instruments: Clarinet and a little guitar K - Kids: someday L - Longest car ride ever: Florida M - Mom's name: Debra N - Nicknames: Beautiful...hehe...C-Tel P - Phobia[s]: Spiders, heights, following the wrong path, lonliness Q - Quote: "The future belongs to those who believe in the beauty of their dreams" R - Reason to smile: God is forgiving, merciful, compassionate and good!.....and because I'm the luckiest girl in the world S - Song you sang last: Something by CitiPointe COC T - Time you woke up [today]: 9:15 U - Unknown fact about me: I'm incredibly insecure V - Vegetable you hate: Spinach W - Worst habit(s): Foul language, self-doubt/insecurity X - X-rays you've had: My mouth and my knee Y - Yummy food: Chinese food.....or Japanese.........or Italian......I can't decide! Z - Zodiac sign: Capricorn
FIRSTS .. First job: CVS First screen name: HellzAngel13......yeah.....I was a rebel First funeral: Trisha's Great Grandmother First pet: Harry the cat First piercing: My ears as an infant First tattoo: My fairy on my lower back First credit card: Visa! First kiss: Jeremiah First enemy: hehe..........she still is the enemy First favorite musical artist: New Kids on the Block
LASTS .. Last car ride: Back to New Paltz from Poughkeepsie CVS Last kiss: Christopher Last movie watched: House on Haunted Hill Last beverage drank: Lipton iced tea Last food consumed: A brownie Last phone call: Christopher Last time showered: I would say around 10:30 this morning Last CD played: Citipointe COC- King Of Me Last website visited: Hi5.com Single or Taken: Taken Sex: Female Birthday: January 18, 1986 Sign: Capricorn Siblings: Three wonderful sisters Hair color: Auburnish with blonde highlights Eye color: Hazel Shoe size: Girls 6.5 Boys 5
Current mood:  nerdy
Life is good. I've smiled so much my face is beginning to mold into a permanant smile. It's amazing. Yesterday was a downer day unfortunately, but quickly it turned around due to a little pick me up from Friday's Youth Group. Today is an amazing day, so beautiful and warm out. The sun is fantastic, I could spend all day just laying outside in the sun basking in the warmth just relaxing. I can not wait until it is like this every day and I am not in school and I have free time to do just that. Words can not express the overflowing happiness I have. I wish I could explain it, but it's really not too important, what's most important is that I am happy. :-) Well I guess there is one thing brings me down a bit, and that has the do with the issue of friends. I've lost a LOT of them, but of course I have gained a bunch more. The ones I have gained mean the world to me and I wouldn't trade them for the world. I guess it's better off this way, so I shouldn't let it get to me. I'm happy, I have amazing friends and that's the end of the story! Bio test tonight, somewhat nervous about that, because well as of late I have been sucking at Bio. I should be studying but I can't bring myself to do it.............ick for Bio. Well I'm off to do that now I guess, but only while I watch TV at the same time lol. :-) Love and Blessings *Chauntel*Liann*
Current mood:  refreshed
Saturday, April 2, 2005
So Tuesday Chelsey and I got in the car at 7 and started the long 7 hour journey to Pittsburgh to visit Nikki.
 We were making excellent time and then we got pulled over for doing 75 in a 65 somewhere in the middle of Pennsylvania. LAME! But we got out of the speeding ticket and he only ticketed me for "obstruction of the windshield" and something about wipers, all because I had a 99 cent air freshner hanging from my rear view mirror. $105.50 for a cheap little air freshner!! But no points on my license and my insurance company doesn't hear about it. So I really can't complain. We made it there and we went straight to Nikki's salon where she did both of our hair, which you will see in later pictures. The rest of the day consisted of napping and going to this restaurant called Pirmanti's with these amazing sandwiches. I had a bacon, egg and cheese and on EVERY sandwich they put lettuce, tomato, cole slaw and french fries, on this thick soft bread. It was the best sandwich I have ever eaten. So we went home, watched House and then we all fell asleep watching some stupid movie. Wednesday we got up early and went tanning, came home showered and then headed out for Mike's dealership in Nikki's jeep with the top down. He took my car to work to get work done on the dents and scratches from getting hit in the mall parking lot and to get the inside detailed. (It looks amazing, you can barely tell it got hit and the inside is brand new) We stopped at some HUGE thrift store where I bought two pairs of jeans for $6...and they are NICE jeans. sweet. Went to the dealership said hi, went to the Harley store to buy stuff for my dad's birthday, ate at Pizza Hut with Mike and then he went back to work and we went to Mount Washington. ( Mount Washington ) We then headed home, watched Lost and American Idol and Nikki fell asleep so we all kinda lazed around and went to bed Thursday Mike had off so they wanted to give us the tour of the city, but first us ladies had to go tanning. It was supposed to rain so we took out Mike's Harley truck and headed into Pittsburgh. Parked and they showed us around some of the buildings, stopped at a little resaurant where Mike ate and we had some soda, went into an Army Navy store and then back to the car. Headed to the DownTown where we went into Filene's Basement and I got a dress for that wedding I have to go to, then to Dave and Busters. We sat down and had dinner which was simply delicious and then we spent three or four hours playing video games. Now for those of you who don't know Dave and Busters is a HUGE restaurant/pool hall/bar/arcade for adults. Very upscale looking place, awesome food and it is so much fun. We played every game imaginable and spent so much money it was disgusting. But we had such a good time. We won about 3,550 tickets and spent way too much time cashing them in. Finally we left at like 10 and went to see the Ring 2 in this beautiful theater. We headed home, I went to bed, was up by 6, out the door by 7, got some food and gas and was on the road by 7:30. We made good time coming home, we only stopped once each way and I got home by 2:30, showered and went to Youth Group which was fantastic. So that was my trip. And here are some random pictures from the trip for your enjoyment. ( yay for Pittsburgh ) Can't wait to see Nikki in June and to go back and visit her in July for her 25th birthday. Alright I'm off. Got massive amounts of work to catch up on. x0x0x0x0x0x Chauntel
Current mood:  calm
Sunday, March 27, 2005
Happy Resurection Sunday!! He is RISEN! MY SAVIOR LIVES!
Thursday, March 24, 2005
Life is fantastic. There is not a thing I could complain about in the world. I have been doing wonderfully with my school work, getting two 100's on two big exams I had last week. I have managed to have a few close, amazing friends who stick by me through everything. Money is really tight, but I don't care, I start working soon. I still get butterflies in my stomach and a stupid smile on my face. My face hurts from smiling and laughing too much the past couple of days. I am spoiled. I leave for Pittsburgh in less then six days, I have missed my big sister something awful. Nikki says that Mike can probably have the dealership fix my car, and detail it for me when I go visit. SWEET. My car looks amazing parked in the parking lot right outside my window, I sit and just stare at it sometimes. I need to upgrade my cell phone plan to include long distance. Who'd have thought that this is where I would have found happiness? I've decided to live in a suite with Danielle and her roomate Amy next year...excited?......YES! So, yeah, that was random. But all in all here is what it all boils down to. Life=AMAZINGLY GREAT In His Name, *Chauntel*
"It's never been more perfect for me in my life, I've never been so satisfied. I can feel something different for the first time, Having made sense when all the words rhyme. No chance of stopping now, I'm taking it all. And now I'm caught in the air, It's a good life. Pass it up? I wouldn't dare or wonder why, alright? I remember being ready and waiting to fall." *Ready and Waiting to Fall-Mae*
Current mood:  ditzy
Tuesday, March 22, 2005
 In your eyes, people see life... You see yourself as just an average person! You enjoy life, love wildlife, but also enjoy time with those who know you best. You like to get outdoors and let your mind wander over all of the mysteries god gave to you. You don't really have a certain sanctuary because you're so well-rounded, but you like having fun and adventures, but can also be found sitting quietly about, reading a book. You have a pretty good life ahead of you, never trade it for anything else :)
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Monday, March 21, 2005
me=happy still me=full of yummy chicken wings me=in need of someone to crack my back for me me=procrastinating doing work me=bored
I am the number one luckiest girl in the whole wide world I am the happiest person on the planet Life is good, because God is good. :-) If things went any better, I would have to say that it's getting pretty close to perfect for me. My car got side swiped in the mall parking lot last night, not too much damage, just some scratches and I realized I didn't really care. My brand new car, and I really don't care. Who'd of thought??? I love life, I love God. Everything is amazing. In His Name, *Chauntel*
Current mood:  flirty
Thursday, March 17, 2005
RIGHT NOW... someone is thinking of you someone cares about you. someone misses you someone wants to hold your hand. someone wants you to be happy. someone wants to hug you. someone will do anything for you. someone needs to know your love is unconditional. someone wants to tell you how much they care. someone wants to stay up watching movies w/ you. someone wants to hold you in their arms. someone wants to see you. someone wants to be your lover. someone loves you for who you are. someone loves the way you make them feel. someone wants to be with you. someone wants you to know they are there for you. someone is glad that you are their friend. someone is wishing you would notice them. someonewants to get to know you better. someone loves you.
Wednesday, March 16, 2005
Who got a job making $8.50 an hour? I DID! Who got their parking permit approved? I DID! Who is the happiest girl in the world right now? I AM!!
That's right, pure happiness surges through my blood stream right now. I am elated with life, and nothing can bring me down. God is amazing, he has opened doors that no one could open for me. "I know your deeds. Behold I have put before you an open door which no one can shut, because you have a little power, and have kept my word, and have not denied My name." Revelation 3:8 :-D I am all smiles, from ear to ear, and it feels amazing. Goodnight God Bless *Chauntel*
Current mood:  happy
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